Where the Boat Leaves From

I feel way better now i don't know what could have happened in a couple hours. But whatever it is did the trick. I think I'm just content right now. I feel a little better, and I know being stressed out is not the way to be. Being stressed is the opposite of everything I believe. I believe in just rolling it off you back, and keep moving. So my "worries I will drop them in the blue ocean."

Bad Day

Today I feel completely run down. I thought I would feel better today, but I have been feeling sick, and stressed. It's hard to put into words, and it's hard to understand exactly how i feel. I feel like I am on idle, just floating along, unable to push forward. Most of it is my own fault, but I just can't be okay here. I love where I grew up, but I just don't grow here. It's so stagnant. And I know this is a complaint that I am so lucky is the worst of my troubles. It could be so far worse. But still I feel trapped.

Sam's Town

Let me start by saying that I have recently become obsessed with beagles. I want a dog so bad, but the timing is just not right, and i don't want to be tied down to a dog. So imagine the joy of finding out my two best friends have just adopted a dog. What kind? A BEAGLE! I can not wait to meet SAM in person. I had to construct a vision board a week or two ago. A vision board is a board with photos that inspire you to your goal or path. I had a picture of a beagle. So Sam we will meet one day soon buddy, and I can't wait.

Enterlude

Hello this is the introduction to my very first blog. Not much of a blogger, but I think this can be an interesting way to chronicle the everyday, and look back to see how I was feeling, and what crazy things go through my head. So hopefully whatever followers come my way (which happens to be zero so far lol!) Will enjoy what I have to offer.